The Seekers sang “A World of Our Own” in 1966. It was a hit because that generation believed a person was capable of creating his or her own life. Interview them now, 58 years later, and they will tell you it was a pipe dream. There are too many variables in trying to fashion your own dreams.
How about forgetting about such nonsense and trust the One who planted you here in the first place, the only One who has complete understanding of the future.
When I am afraid, I put my trust in You. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I shall not be afraid. What can flesh do to me?
Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him, and He will act.
Allow Him to design your future.
Give it some thought.
Gary