So you have a hard time thinking God is considering you. You think maybe His thoughts are on the major political and religious personalities. Remember that they weren’t invited to the birthplace of Christ but the shepherds were.
Matthew 10:29,31
Are not two sparrows sold for a copper coin? And not one of them falls to the ground apart from your Father’s will.
Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.
He is concerned about you.
Gary