You seem to be suffering from delusions of adequacy. Carly Simon sang about you in 1972. It’s amazing that the future is so clear that you can fill your schedule right to the grave. Nice to be a prophet extraordinaire.
However, if I’m not referring to you, here is some hope for the future.
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
Commit your work to the Lord, and your plans will be established.
Give it some thought, O needy one.
Gary